December 31, 2014

Last piece of puzzle 311214

Assalamualaikum.
Entri ni akan jadi entri terakhir Husna untuk tahun 2014 ; just like one piece of 365 pieces of puzzles, today will be the last piece to complete and sum up everything whether in a good or bad way. Just like puzzles, incomplete one will never give a full picture of it, but a complete one will tell you different stories that end up with one conclusion.

Alhamdulillah, buat Husna 2014 adalah tahun yang Husna takkan lupakan sebab tahun ni tahun Husna tamatkan alam persekolahan. Through the very ups and downs dekat TIKL, tempat tu macam a very magical place for me. Friends, teachers and even makcik dining were together with me through the journey, with different fate... In the end we all end up being together with one conlusion; we spent almost the whole year dekat TIKL.

Dorm mates, classmates, just how we struggled for SPM, only Allah knows. Till this very seconds, we still nervous about the outcomes on March 2015. Tapi untuk Husna and the others yang went through a lot in the making of our school magazine, majalah sekolah is another issue. I hope it turns out to be real good.

Anyway, in the making of a more mature girl, banyak pengalaman baru yang Husna lalui tahun ni. Trip pergi Pahang untuk attend wedding ceremony cikgu Lily, kawad statik Alfa, kawad KRS, SPM... Subhanallah, TIKL is indeed a magical place ; saksi Husna jadi lebih matang as an average schoolgirl.

5 Awam 1 especially my girls, Bina and Kinah, you guys memang baik sebab help me sketch a great memories in TIKL apart from layan aku yang hopeless ni. Classmates tahun ni memang classmates terbaik dari langit ! Semua supportive and you guys seriously made my year, lagi-lagi Aqil (sorrylah ter-bias sikit) sebab tahan tengok aku buat muka monyet dan etc.

Last but not least, Husna ada banyak lagi nak cerita tapi tak ingat nak cerita apa. InsyaAllah malam ni Husna post gambar dari TIKL yang Husna simpan. At least pictures will tell a whole lot more story than I am.

P.S. Semoga mimpi indah. Mulakan hari esok dengan ucapan alhamdulillah.


December 6, 2014

Words

One word could describe everything but thousand words would leave you in thousands of emotions.

Living my life all this while, I strangely found comforts through words. I love the feeling of being immersed in thousands of words, contemplating, translating and imagining each and every single word I read or write.

Sometimes I was left in awe with mind-boggling stories or articles. Sometimes I cried at the end of sentences. Sometimes I experienced goosebumps after a full stop. All this mixed emotions just somehow left me in comforts I cannot describe. All the words I encountered brought me to a whole new world where I could create everything on my own. Words built up barrier between me and the hectic outworld. Words made me forget the problems, hardships when I almost want to give up my life. Words gave me strength.

Whenever I had the chance, I would read whatever reading materials I could get my hands on. Whenever I had mixed emotions and all sad, I would write words depending on whether it was poem or just words in paragraph. That’s why I always have a pen and a notebook with me all the time. Whenever I discover new words, I would copy it in my notebook because I felt like it was so precious that I must keep to myself, as if it was some sort of treasure I found on a deserted island.

The best time of all to read thousand of words is when it is raining outside and I would be tucked in a comfy and cozy blanket trying to find for warmth. Not to mention the natural lightning from outside that tries to find ways to enter my room. I would be glad to stay in that situation for hours, immersed with words and imagine things. I would never get bored with words.

Words are precious because with words, an author can be admired, with words, a Prime Minister could make thousands of people have faith in him and with words, I could write this to dedicate my love for words.